Walker your footsteps are the road
nothing else. Walker
no way,
is made by walking.
By walking the path
and look back
is the path that never
has walked again.
Antonio Machado (1875-1939). Caminante no hay camino ...
I recently had the opportunity to meet some passages in the life history of a sex worker uses the hours of the days of the week massaging his months in a sauna. No, is not going to think I turned to professional services, nor will I shame to think that this clarification and she probably did want to hide that I went to him, let alone think that by giving this justification would never think of the doing so in case you ever think an experience like this could find other pleasures called "unholy" by the people of our city cucufato.
Well, the fact is that a Wednesday he could speak some passages of his life to a group of boys, in which I naturally included me, and I heard all eager to know more about the life of a professional masseur . Note that at the early age of 18 years ago began, first as a sex worker, and many years later get established as a permanent staff of a sauna in Lima, it can leave you with parks and streets of Miraflores, just as cold as it can be in winter as we now live.
Saul (for giving a name any) passed a very tough childhood and adolescence: results from a dysfunctional family without the presence of loving parents and concerned that he had been separated by personal problems that could not ever reconcile. On the other hand, the difficult economic situation that always crossed not promised a future as he would have been expected. He knew what work is very young, but young and discovered the world, also began as a young sex worker. Saul does not deny that it opted for a job finding it profitable and largely easy to carry, not counting the fact that it was also considerably pleasant and rewarding.
considers his well-paid job and assume from now on that soon, as the years keep passing, and when they look like a man of 30 years despite being 42, is no more a great physique and not be good-looking and should make a business that brings you some gains and allow them to live their later years with some confidence and without the least number of constraints. In that sense, Saul knows that there will always be young and beautiful, and I can not see what it says it takes the old age and ugliness' own life and person as the decline of something which in itself has always been splendid . Of course, neither could expect seen as an opportunity to review their way of life and seek reconciliation with the ghosts of his past, those that prevent you from seeing that do not cause the path of life we \u200b\u200bdecided to walk.
Indeed, Saul says do not blame their parents for what was his life since the age of 18 knew what it was misnamed "Easy money." However, can not fail to accuse that the lack of support he gave his only found as the only way of life the meretricious. When asked if, amid the confusion and distress of those years he had absolutely no one with whom to discuss their problems and with whom to exchange views and opinions, who receive counseling and help, I say no, that was always just and did not have such unconditional friends to tell him what other courses could have taken his life. In that sense, I know she lies. Is that it seems impossible that there has been no one to tell or is right or wrong what he did, or someone even out of curiosity had asked him about what was beginning to do. Just did not mean anything, but why? Would you feel shame, fear of disapproval?
Saul
As there are many people who are in one way or another constrained to take on lifestyles that, although frowned upon by our conservative third world societies, often can not find better ways to walk or less chance of life "unworthy" to live.
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